Friday, May 30, 2008

ghost



where are you, baby?
were you, even?

its probably my fault anyway.

i made it all a curse.
i set it all to rot
just to feel closer. stupid, i know.

and now when i feel alone
i know it isn't all your fault.

sure, your words hurt.
that my weakness would show
only when, only when.

and here i am.
3 moons later
still trying my damnedest to find you
to separate "you" from YOU
to wake up from it all
to be ok with this
to erase it all from my mind.

please stop.
end the play now.
turn the ride off.
please just stop this.
end it now.
i've learned my lesson.
show it all to me again.
alive, alive, again.

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